broken heartu told me u loved me u told me u cared but that was nothink but a lie a prank 2 break my heart and a reason 2 watch me cry now u leave me stranded 2 walk the world alone 2 fight my own battles so...Y be so cruel i was an idiot 2 believe u loved me and a fool 2 think u cared everyword bringing more pain than the last every kiss being an exuse 2 break my heart and shatter my dreams now i walk this world alone trying 2 find another u and this time this one will love me backbroken heart
my suicidethe cruelty ive encountedmy suicide
the blood that ive bled
the pain ive expierienced
the tears that ive shed
the scars ive engraved
and the words that ive spoke
i say one last goodbye
as i picked up the rope
tied it to the shed roof
tears streamed from my face
as i climbed up the ladder
and stared death in the face
i kicked over the ladder
as my face turned blue
my head fell fowards
then i suddenly new
my arms stopped swinging
my eyes
the worlds a disasterwat lays beyond the world of pain and sorrow wat sort of world do we liv in wen wat appears 2 be reality is actually just a dream when wishes R neva granted and prayers R neva awnsered wen fairytales R just unfinished stories and true love appears 2 be a myth in the eyes of a human is there an afterlife? or just another illusion created 4 our minds made 2 believe just another death trap counting down the days till we drop believe wat u wish 2 believe BUT... why do we kill ppl that kill ppl 2 show ppl that killing ppl is rong Y do we force our eyes 2 believe that evethe worlds a disaster
silent tearsi have once agen found love thats not needed discovered feelings that were hidded deep down not needing 2 be found but today i feel somethink that hurts 2 think about somethink thats killing me inside wen im awake i think about u wen asleep its in my dreams ur the onli thing that matters 2 me youre my everythink the earth that i walk apon and the air that i breathe so erasing u in my life is like takin away my breathe like ripping the ground from beneath my feet sending me into a never ending spiral and whilst i fall and scream 4 help i relise no one cnsilent tears
My AngelI cant breathMy Angel
My heart skips a beat A feeling I’ve never felt before The elation your making me fell is lifting me off my feet
I was absent of the will to live So you breathed life into me I’m alive once again You unlocked the happiness that dwelled so deeply with in me
On an angels wings A wish and a prayer You came to me
I am complete now with out a care
Elation of the most pure of forms Has been unlocked with in me A light so bright
I find it hard to believe I smothered it so easily But I no longer care because
Devious Journal Entry
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"Jesse Helms and Newt Gingrich were shaking hands congratulating themselves on the introduction of an antigay bill in Congress. If it passes, they won't be able to shake hands, because it will then be illegal for a prick to touch an asshole." ~Judy Carter
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